I just want to believe that love never dies.
I don’t want to think ahead of myself, I guess..
I guess thats just to look out for you
I want you forever
and to some, thats completely crazy
but thats whats fucked up, I feel like I’m crazy for loving
and now I just feel sad because the thought of loosing you kills me
but doesn’t that just sound crazy?
but inside it feels so sane.
I don’t want to rush but I don’t want to stop
I want to shake loose and be free
no consistant worries
why can’t we create our own rules?
why conform to society?
the fact that the non existence of the future can make my stomach cringe is quite scary
I’m scared
and I just need you right now.
