January 2012
18 posts
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i really dislike
waiting on people.
i wish
i had people who cared for me and that i had here to hang out with other than my boyfriend, lauren and michelle. i am not saying that they go unapreciated at all. but. 2 amazing friends who i dont really get to see because of college situations..and my amazing boyfriend whos a guy who dsnt necessarily appreciate girly things like new clothes and chick flicks gets kind of lonly because i dont hang...
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maybe im too hopless romantic for my own good
write in my ask
how would a person go about trusting another person again whos betrayed their trust more than once before? whats the bandaid for lost trust??
December 2011
4 posts
November 2011
44 posts
I just want to believe that love never dies. I don’t want to think ahead of myself, I guess.. I guess thats just to look out for you I want you forever and to some, thats completely crazy but thats whats fucked up, I feel like I’m crazy for loving and now I just feel sad because the thought of loosing you kills me but doesn’t that just sound crazy? but inside it feels so sane. I...
why the fuck is math a requirement, forreal?
confused
im so confused with life right now so much that i just want to crawl up in a ball and hide for a little while. i feel so depressed for no reason and i think too much about little things that dont fucking matter. but they somehow matter to me. and why they do is a good question that i cant get down to the bottom of..or maybe i can.
i feel too bottled up, because everyones so bottled up
why cant...
i actually just got really motivated
to possibly blogg about my weight loss journey. i was thinking about making youtube videos about it but im never reliable with that and im just an awkward fuck but hay i think ill start today!
weight.
im currently 37 pounds overweight. which is like…really? because its like how is there 37 extraness on this bod..it seems like so so much! in feburary i was 10 pounds lighter than now because i didnt focus on food at all, i portioned myself and made so many good/ better choices.
now, knowing that ive gained weight just sucks major balls. i dont need to loose 37 pounds to feel good because i...