smells like electricity in hurr...

Samantha Lillian Ruh

Art. Makeup. Photography.Clothing.
Visual. Music. Body. Design. Love. NYC.
Animals. Beagles.Kindness. God.
Senior Makeup Artist for: VEMMakeup.com

Instagram: whoissamruh

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Aug 10
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Jul 24
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I look at old photos of us and come outside of my body. I think to our memories, our plans, our dreams. I think of how i felt in those moments. Free, careless, infinite, deeply in love. I think to how well you treated me and maybe how now I might’ve taken those moments for granted. But what really hits me to the core is when I see photos of us kissing or I watch an old video of our happiness. We were interlocked. One. Souls united. Infinite. Light, movement, freedom, fearless, a perfectly imperfect match. Its amazing how a photo can really ignite emotions out of you. Good and bad. (i think thats why i have a love for photography). Its amazing how all those years can just fade in a day. All of the emotions of the photo turn to nothing. A tank that has hit empty. And you have no control over it. He threw away the key to the gas station. All of the smiles in the photos are like knives to the heart. All of the kisses are bullets to the brain. A piece of your existence is burned. And you know if the other person looked at the photos they’d be ready to hit delete in an instant. They’ve already deleted you. But you have to accept that. You have to come to terms with rejection and keep your movement. When the person you’re in love with can dispose of your persistent, remitting heart in a second for a group of people who are a  temporary high…you need to accept that and keep living. Life doesn’t pause, only you do. You have to find it in yourself to flip the page and look at life freely. God has created me to do AMAZING things. Happiness can be captured through a photograph but its origin lays within your conscious soul. I will not let you steal my shine. Don’t underestimate my power. I have big plans ahead and I will not be sorry. Now define “something stupid.”

Jun 26
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unamusedsloth:

Pitbull and deer become running buddies

unamusedsloth:

Pitbull and deer become running buddies

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queenofadodi:

BEST FOURTH WALL BREAK IN TV HISTORY

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Jun 25
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notana:

my tumblr pet peeves:

  • automatic playing music
  • music that automatically starts
  • when a song just starts automatically when I go to your page
  • that song that interrupts my song because it started without my knowledge 
  • music on your page that just comes out of nowhere

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