I’m in a weird stage in life. I’m neither happy nor depressed but I’m somewhere in-between. Not quite content but not even unsatisfied. It’s so confusing. I feel as though there is so much good don’t get me wrong, but its almost like I’m on the edge of something great and I want to release myself and finally make the jump already. The tension is killing me. Its as if I’m lacking the energy to marry to my motives. I feel so uncomfortable with myself I just want to hide as well, but I’m hoping to break free, get myself on track and release this stress hold on me.